exhausted

I think I may be starting to burn out a little. I'm starting to hate going to my second job, especially the weekend shifts because I don't get a good break anymore. Maybe my schedule next month will be nicer with less Friday nights. Really didn't want to be there last night, but I was fine. However, people who don't want to do their damn jobs piss me off. Asking them to do something is like it is a chore, and not their job. Then taking longer on your break because you "had to poop", yet not even breaking back in when you come back. Then asking me if you can have a "quick" smoke break later, when you already too more than your alloted break time. I shouldn't be so nice to them.

tired

so so tired today. Worked late. So glad I am off until Monday. Almost called in to my day job today I was so tired. Hubby even said I looked ridiculously tired.

I miss the weekends of pure relaxation. Not worrying about needing to work, or be a certain place, etc. A friend of mine had pictures posted of her Father's Day with her family.  I miss that. Sure I get to spend some town out the bay with my families, but the time is cut short and overshadowed by knowing I need to work at a certain time.

My tiredness is not going to contribute well to my patience today... ugh

still waiting

Haven't been updating as much. Maybe I've been thinking less, or at least not focusing on things. Plus I'm busy, and still holding onto hope to get that new job. Haven't heard anything yet, and haven't received a rejection letter yet, so I'm still hoping. Looks like I'm not hearing anything today.

My work schedule for this month is pretty consistent. Almost always Monday, Friday, and Sunday closes.

Went home last weekend. Took Friday off from the day job to tidy up around the house, do laundry, etc. Then went out home that evening. Visited some family friends on the way out, then stayed at my parents. Helped mom all day Sunday, which was tiring but nice. Had some Robin's for a late lunch, and Chinese food for a late supper - which was soooo tasty. Really hit the spot. Sunday I got up, dropped of stuff to my in-laws(saw the kittys), had roast with my parents, then spent some time with my brother, his wife, and my nephew. Nephew  is some sweet. Melted my heart when he had his little arms right around me in a hug and was coming for kisses. What a sweetheart. Not sure if I am going out tomorrow or not. May go out to help mom again if she needs me, and see my nephew. If not, we'll go out next weekend when hubby also has Saturday off.

Working tonight. Should be a good shift. There are extra people scheduled so hopefully will have a good night, not be there too late, and have decent times as well.

Hubby is starting to build our fire pit between tonight and tomorrow. Can't wait to have fires with friends in our backyard. I'd have one by myself some night just to have an excuse to go outside. Even read by the fire. mmm =)