down again

My mood has went on the decline again today quite rapidly.

I just enjoyed a lovely lunch all by myself, eating bland white rice. Not even the sunshine is cheering me up. I just depressed.

There is a job fair at MUN tomorrow...  should be positive... but when I look at the companies coming, and the possible jobs, I don't even know what kind of job I would want . I just feel like i'm incapable of even doing a "real" business job, besides the fact that I don't really know what I want to do. There is ONE position posted now from one of the companies that interests me, so I'll try to talk to them tomorrow and see what happens.